Honestly Doc, its great to hear a reason for why you've been away for so long. I can never understand how you felt at that time but all I can do is try and offer an objective view as much as I can of what this place is and why, in my opinion, even from what you have said you fit even more so right now. I agree with you firstly. I've been here for nearly 3 years now and that random 'idea' (because that's what it was) was the first and only thing to see a 2 people move away. What you wouldn't have seen though was in fact just the 2 people had a cebatical. 1 has come back for a while now and 1 isn't but the door is always open for him like it was at the time. Everyone else didn't leave. They'll gladly say the same thing I'm sure. I've got a ton of respect for you and I always have. This place has evolved and geniunely has only got better. Sure, we have some new faces you don't know but we have had some older ones come back and I expect more to follow come September. Both sets would enjoy you being around. They can say if they didn't. This place to 98% of us is a family. It is so much more than a place to talk about games. I get that new people come here to talk about games first. That's obvious. But that's why more and more of the newer folk are beginning to see for what this place truly is. After you've been here for abit you realise theres more to life than video games and that the people here are a great bunch to hang out with. Thats why it doesn't matter if you haven't played games in a while,that's irrelevant. I would never ever want to take away from what you've went through at a coincendental point in the past. You're entitled to come and go as you please, like everyone else is. But if you think you're getting away with thinking you're different to us, I'm sorry but I'll politely disagree. You're family. Like everyone else is. You are just as important as the most regular person here. Ironically close to your story, life is far too short to overthink, hold a grudge, be petty about random shit as things can change in an instant. This place is a place we can all feel that this is why we live and have a laugh. With friends. With family. And we'll keep on having amazing laughs and great fun along the way whilst we have this one random life. Doc. You're a good man. Don't ever think you don't fit. You do. And I'll look forward to your next interesting post, like I had been waiting previously. If others think I'm wrong or disagree at least they can post, as always, and let you know the score like I have.
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