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Dude remember the PM I sent you? There was some sound advice in there. What I'll tell you is that you're a shapeshifter. You adapt to everyone else, and always go with the flow. Regardless of what you want, if someone wants to do something else or go somewhere else, you go with it. You never argue, you're always trying to be a good friend, and never say no. Does that sound about right? If so, then it's time to stop that shit and become yourself. Don't be what you think everyone else wants. This is a mistake I also lived by for years, and it got me nowhere. It was only once I started becoming my own person, making my own decisions, doing my own thing regardless of whether or not my friends wanted in, that I started becoming the person I am today. There are a few expressions in life that although aren't entirely true, they certainly hold an element of truth in them. They are: Treat 'em mean to keep 'em keen. - I'm not saying be a dick to everyone, but you need to let people know that you're not there for their fun, but for yours. You need to add things to social situations that make it fun for others, and someone who just goes with the flow is about as entertaining as a soggy paper bag. Play hard to get - this is a tricky one, because you need to make people want to hang out with you first. Once you've achieved that by begin confident, exciting, etc etc, then you need to make sure you put yourself first. Don't go cancelling your own shit just to keep 'em happy. If you can't do something then tell them. Things like this are very hard to address over a forum because I can't see your face, gauge your emotions or anything. All I have to go with is text, so it's entirely possible that my assumptions are all wrong. If that's the case, tell me. And sort out your fucking sleep cycle. You sleep stupid hours and go to bed at ridiculous times - don't. Fix this and you'll be a happier person, and confidence will come from that, which in turn will boost your social life dramatically. Trust me on this one. Starting tomorrow, in bed at 9, asleep by 10. Get up at a normal time, and do something productive. I dunno what you do, polish or varnish your guitars or something. Clean your house, whatever you need to do to give yourself that feeling of accomplishment. You'll be feeling better within a week.

I got to hug her standing up for the first time on Thursday morning. That was great. As far as seeing my room, no, she needs to practice her steps more and gain that muscle back. I'm sure we'll eat at the dinner table in due time though. Tonight she felt a little shitty. But painless for the first time in like 5+ years.

Jeesus christ move you mutha fucking CUNTS!!!! That is probably the number one complaint that I have with this game. These shit head cock gobbling cunt bags are the reason why this game feels so slow. They are the sole reason, on both my team as well as the enemies, that the number of TDM's that have gone the full 10mins are more then i have ever had on every single COD game that i have ever played. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SO FUCKING SCARED OF THAT YOU WONT LEAVE YOUR LITTLE CORNER WHERE YOU ARE SO FOCUSED ON A DOORWAY AND JERKING YOUR LITTLE AAA BATTERY SIZED PICKLE THAT YOU CALL A PENIS. I dont give a fuck about my kd which is why i run about the map looking to play the OBJ. Get these dribbling little shysters and put them there own little lobby so they can enjoy using 1% of any map that play on. Fuck these pricks (Just needed to get it of my ribs cracked chest. Thank you )

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These guys are giving you solid advice. Seriously. You're in a shitty rut and you've got to get yourself out of it. I've told you that in PMs before. You have to force yourself out of this routine you're in. It's not working, right? So what do you have to lose by trying something else? Nothing. Nothing at all. Start an exercise routine. Talk to your doctor about getting off the meds. Sleep! Go out and do things that are uncomfortable for you socially. You need to expand your circle.

DUDE!? WHERE THE FUCK DID MY KEM STRIKE GO !?!

Buddy, my number one tip for you is start a weight lifting exercise program. Seriously. Commit to it for 3 months. I promise you will feel better. Pills aren't the answer and they DO make things worse. Self reflection will only continue to make things worse. You're suffering from Analysis Paralysis. Too much time in your head. Please please please give this a shot. Exercise. You'll feel better about yourself and more comfortable in your own skin. You'll start to engage total strangers on the street for no reason other than you just feel so fucking good. It's sound advice. I've given it to you before. It's kind of a moot point if you ask for advice from people and then don't bother following any of it. Maybe this advice is asking you to do something outside of your comfort zone. That's the point. Because what you are currently doing is apparently not working. I was where you are now in my early 20's. Lost, alone, depressed. You'll get through it.

People spend 120$-170$ to play call of duty for a year on xbox....between the game, membership fee and DLC if you get it. So spending over 100 bucks to play a game hasn't ever stopped people, I don't see how it will now. Also - for me personally when I play an MMO I really don't play/buy many other games...where as with normal console games I get bored of them every few months and spend WAY over 200$ a year on them

A mix that makes anything you are doing, epic. Got homework? No problem. Going to the gym? Take this with you. Need to commute an hour to work? Put this on and engage.

Unless this is a hoax, Fallout 4 is on the cards. Fallout is still on my todo list, so I'm not too clued up about it, but I'm sure there are a few folks here who'll be frothing at the mouth.

+1. They needed a car to destroy it. A fucking car. Whimpy 16 year old with a bat oculdn't do shit. PS4 1 - Kid with a bat 0. I actually did this to my old ps3 when it went to hell. Strangely calming. But a brand new working PS4? Someone needs to send these kids away to a place where they can't use daddy's cash.

Ninja too fast for you both. See my post from yesterday at 9:36 Cyber

Well that's stupid if the barrack'streak counts assault killstreaks. I was still real close. Screw you, Chris and Adam!!!!

Ohh yeah my crap connection was from my actual internet being shit for a few days, I couldn't even load youtube vids It's back to perfect now....still the best cod!

Palle now i dont know you much, but what you described in ur first post; we might as well be the same person. All I can say is I truly feel ya, feel your pain. I too feel like basically a "ghost" no one ever see's me. I'm the most honest, caring, and helpful person in a world full of shit and lies, and I still try and do the right thing, yet no one ever notices you. I can reflect every single thing you said so i dont need to post it here word for word, just know that I know too. It sucks. I also have depression, but I don't take anything for it. Bc i dont think anything can help...other than some fucking recognition in this damn world. alittle bit of reassurence from those we wanna help, tutor, just be around, would go a long way with me..and probably you. I also add that my parents tell me i'm a dissapointment just because i havent found my place in life yet. it helps alot with my issues lol Anyway im not trying to make this about me. Just wanna share that just so you know you arent alone. But take these guy's advice. Weightlifting is amazing it will do wonders for you. Meditate. Play your guitar and just let that music energy flow through your veins. Imagine playing one of your solo's to a hot girl and you two go off together somewhere Go out in nature, get some sunlight. all of these things help me and im sure they'll help you man. Just keep your head up. Life does suck. it really does, but when you go out there and prove yourself, you can be the one on top, telling everyone or everything "i told you so" Everyone has their place in life. If your "time" hasn't come yet, it will soon my friend. And im sure you know sometimes you gotta make your own luck..ya know being at the right place at the right time? it'll get better dude. If ya need me or anyone of us, we're all here for you brother

I got a 19 killstreak in a game where I didn't get many gun kills, I assumed the barracks streak couldn't kill streak kills. Unlucky anyway, I've been killed a few times of 16/17, you just due so quick in this game and the spawns are shit, can't seem it get that long streak.

Don't be sorry man. It can be tough digging yourself out of a hole. But at least you are aware of the problems you face. (possible addiction/reliance on drugs, sleeping pattern way off, etc). Prescription drugs are the worst kind, in my opinion (except for heroin). Because people think they got it from their doctor, so it must be safe. I'd say that prescription drugs are far more dangerous. Especially psych meds like SSRI's. But that is another debate. You are probably feeling depressed because your brain chemistry is off. That is where diet and exercise come into play, to help you balance all that shit out. Exercise with heavy weights will increase your testosterone levels and that alone is worth it from the feeling of confidence it gives you. You just have to get the momentum to change your life. I know its cliche, but one day at a time. Stop taking the ambien and grab those weights. Check out my exercise thread for advice or message me for more personal one on one. I have a combined 3 years experience (no professional yet) but I can at least stop you from making the mistakes that beginners make. Go for a run at the park, anything to get out of the house. If you need to be alone, do it out in nature. Don't sit in your house, it starts to feel like a prison because you associate all the feelings of lonliness with it. If you need to sleep, take melatonin instead. Its a natural hormone that helps you sleep. Go to bed an hour earlier and wake up an hour earlier eveyr day until your schedule is back on track. People that work 3rd shift are notoriously depressed. it's not a healthy time table. Try doing Yoga. Search youtube for "power yoga mark gonzales" - do that every day for a week and then tell me you don't feel better already. I'd have to call you a liar.

Its showing all users stats for me now

http://uk.ign.com/articles/2013/11/17/playstation-4-sales-pass-1-million-in-north-america The comments section is gold!

It is hard to explain in words but it is something that you naturally learn over time. Positioning and role in a teamfight is key, you need to know what will be the best for your team. Either being the ADC and keeping distance from the enemies, being a tank who peels for the ADC, an Assassin who comes in from the side to kill a key damage dealer, a tank to disrupt the backline etc. There are many jobs you have to do and many ideas to learn like this and more such as target priority. A lot of teams go for the easy kill by focussing the support but that isn't going to help you, you want to kill the damage dealers first such as the ADC, the others may seem like a problem but once their threats are gone they are just a giant sponge with no real damage. Also, in your situation, you've got to work to snowball when you are ahead. Don't just be content with having a few kills over the champion you're laning against. Capitalise on your advantage; roam the map searching for kills or towers, take objectives such as dragons or bait the enemy team into fighting you at dragon when you know your team has the advantage.

I have a friend who speculates that FO4 is going to be in the UK and will be nothing like 3 or NV. Why? I don't know. However it'd be pretty cool to see another Fallout. And with the Xbox One and PS4 out, I'm sure it'd look outstanding.

Would be cool...but ehh not enough info, or any at all actually

Got good news! My mom came home today and I will have Ghosts on Monday! Woohoo!

Stupid moron is so weak he can barely make a dent in it

If you liked that one, how about these... Some of my favorite songs by wAgAwAgA Calm and dreamy intro, progressing into faster and jazzy beats Just awesome chilled song, don't know how to describe it. To me this is drugs in music form This one is quite trippy/psychedelic, really cool flutes halfway through the song Chilled out songs, perfect when reflecting things

not a fan then?! I used to think he was really arrogant until I watched that Ulimate Fighter series. The way he handled himself and all the gamesmanship from Josh Koscheck was excellent and top it off he fucking owned him when it came to fight time