I go balls deep from the start, it's very rare that i don't try hard. With cod, for instance, there were long periods where i wouldn't get a chance to play, so when i finally did play i'd want to try to see how well i could play. I definitely get what you mean about team mates slacking towards the end of a game. The proper weird one's are DOM game because you're kicking ass at half time, no one leaves the lobby, then in the second half your team can hardly get a kill. Makes no sense but then randoms never do.