This thread mayne. It makes me tear up. Sorry for your loss bro, I couldn't imagine losing my cat. He's an outdoor indoor cat, and everytime I don't see him for awhile, it gets me scared, "Where did he go?" "Is he alright?" but everytime he comes back. I can't imagine losing him. But I do know what's it's like to lose a close family member, and it just gets better with time. You'll be fine (: