Was your first run a day-and-a-half run, for Div, and with your friends who also never ran GoS?
Then only to be stuck at the mote encounter for too long.. then the final boss encounter where motes fall off the cliff or into the floor... or the boss just straight up being immune all the time... or random wipes.
Trauma.
But, will I run it with friends? Sure, only if @TurboR56Mini suffers with me lol. I will not do the mote run at the final encounter without him.