Thank you all oh so ever much for making me feel right at home here... I literally just sent @SPFreely a PM expressing how surprised I was from how well everyone accepted me, I guess my full honesty and kindness DID get me this far and yet I haven't been given a warning or a ban which is good...
As mentioned before, I do have some very bad psychological problems, mostly from child abuse, sexually assault, fat shaming etc, a lot has left me with PTSD and sometimes my Depression clashes with my Autism.
I am on the Asperger's spectrum, a lot of people see me as every other adult and I may seem very intelligent & independent but I have a mental age of a preteen (possibly 11-12 years of old) and I have very poor social skills so when things go wrong, usually on the "friendly forums" where admins know me well they usually talk to me and I eventually calm down, people do report my suicidal tendencies which is good because usually it's more me crying for help and not really me wanting to leave this world and sometimes I struggle with life when I feel isolated so if you see anything, just kindly report it to an admin and I'm sure if the admin talks to me I'll probably will delete my content and be OK within less than an hour but usually admins just delete the sad, depressing posts but I'm going to try my best to avoid any sticky situations as admins have other things to do than look after a 31 year old who is mentally disturbed... Sadly that's what mental health services have called me "emotionally unstable" or "mentally disturbed" and said I do not have Autism at all and that I'm just a "spoiled brat" and I'm a "threat to society" but really I am just a "gentle giant"... People who know me locally have branded me as a "gentle giant" and think it's "disgusting" how I get treated both online and offline, even my best friend of 13 years was sick to his stomach by what people have done to me.
But water, bridge... My favourite animes or mangas are: One Piece, Bleach, Naruto, Death Note and Eden of the East... I also like Beck: Mongolian Chop Squad along with video game based anime like Poke-Mon (Original 90's series), Virtua Fighter & Devil May Cry.
The first anime I ever watched was Sailor Moon (as embarrassing as that sounds but I'm sure plenty of guys like SM).
The games I play are usually Nintendo, SEGA & PlayStation classics... Right now I'm very into: Virtua Fighter 2, Shenmue 1, Sonic 2, Power Rangers (Gameboy Advanced), Dead Or Alive 2, Tekken 2, Mortal Kombat (complete series), Super Mario Bros., SvR 2006, The Revenge of the Shinobi, Midnight Club 3 (Dub Remix), Grand Tourismo (First Game), V Rally, GTA 3 and Crazy Taxi.
My favourite consoles are the Super Nintendo & SEGA Saturn.